good/bad girl

Sunday, April 17, 2005

wrong answer

i forgot to tell u that my dad went to hosital last month. i called 911. i told them i live in apt. he asked if he can get in without code. i answered yes. he asked me the same question again.

well end of this one it was long time ago ( months). i saved it.

i just finished final. feel pretty good. i will have a week before summer term begin.
i enrolled in english and dental technology class. and may be swimming class.

what about u guy?

think...think...think

now i made up my mind. i would study to become a dentist.
not that i like it, but i need it as a career. crinimal justice should be just my hobby. i love cj but the job is too stress, everyone around me said i can't and won't take it. i do believe them. i know myself that i am not good at something so stressful.
dentist would be cool. good payment and flexiable, those are what i want in the job. now the problem is that will i make it to the graduation day or not.
bio and chem is not the subjects that i like. but u know what it's not the end of the world. i will make it. god help me. one think about dentists... i hate them.
i hate them at the first time i met them... when i was young. i was hurt everytime i met them. i cried and cried. they put stupid things in my mount and tooth. well i got to say good bye to that memory and put the good pic of dentist instead.

i would become one of those people who stay on the job because of the money not because they like it. my stomach comes first ...then my dream.
i have to be better than my parents. they didn't say anything about it but it's my job to be so. i would give them everything that i made b/c them gave me so much. and i know that what they do everyday is for me. if i am not exist they wouldn't do what they are doing now. success in life would be what my parents want.



i got to choose the major b/c i am getting to the 2nd year. i chose law.
let me make sure of dentist thing first then i will change it. i hope i am doing to right thing.

y haven't anyone comment my posts? well don't worry when i visited someone else's post sometime i don't leave comment either. y? b/c i got nothing to say.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

it happens every day

i am a girl who doesn't like to have beg with me all the time.
i afriad i might forgot it somewhere. the problem is that i have to carry I.D.s
i forgot to carry them almost every day because
i have to move them every day as i change my clothes.
today i had to go to financial office. i had all the documents.
i was ready to finish with this work ( the deathline is may 2) guess what .......i forgot I.D and they can't do anything if i can't show them one. at lunch i went to borrow book from library...HAHAHA....i can't take book from library b/c of u-know-what.
i think now is the time to use finger print instead. think about it. you don't have to carry any I.D. with you all you have to do it to put ur finger into something... to scan. i would be cool. i can't wait for that. hope it won't be long.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Happy Thai New Year

Happy Thai New Year
this year is 2548. we are ahead of Euro about 543 years.
i heard that China's year is .....um... about 5000.

i haven't write blog for long time i guess. ohh about WA trip we rented a car for week. i drove like crazy. it wasn't b/c i like it, but b/c i was tried of driving....day and half think about it.

i am tring to go out as offten as possible.
on friday i went to thai temple and my dad friend's house. thai temple has chikens,trees... and dogs. i love it, they are so cute. on sat me, my mom, and dad went to Rose bowl.
there was a fair. it was so-so. i was there just 1 hour.
today, which apr 3, there was fair on hollywood st. it was so cool. i walked until my legs hard. in the fair was 3 stages plus muay thai rign (if that what they called) muay thai was the star of the fair. my dad staryed near that rign for whole day.
i met lots of my friends and my dad met lots of his friends too. some of them he hadn't seen them for 10 years. that is wow.
you know.... i won't believe what i saw today. i saw my friend with a guy. i don't mine about my friend dating b/c i think it's her life but this guy is about 50 years old up, and fat. i couldn't believe it. when i saw her i went to say hi but when i saw who was with her, i backed off.
i think she didn't see me. she didn't treated him like her friend but more than that. i was shocked. i try to remine myself that it's her life.
one time she called me and we talked all night. she seem fine. she said that she is sleeping over her friend's house. that was wried. in my community, sleeping over is not usual. we would sleep in some one's house only b/c we have no where else to go. even between best friends. i didn't even know where is my friend's house ( back in thailand ) and the sound of background is a guy's speaking but i didn't ask her who was he, didn't dare.
after i saw her i called her sis to ask if what i saw is true. she asked if that guy is old i said yes then i asked who is he. she didn't say anything. so i didn't ask and changed the topic. i told my dad about it. he saw her too. he didn't know my friend, he knew who i talked about b/c she is a young woman and the guy that she with is not the same age. he couldn't believe it either. he told me he thought she was a whore. i know she is not. she is a good person. if she married to him just because of citizenship thing then i feel sorry for her, but if she loves him then i happy for her. i am not dare to ask about her life. in my community we don't ask about other business if they didn't started it. and she didn't.

well that it's. i saw lots of ppl took their dog with them to the fair. it made me want to have my own dog and take him with me every where. I LOVE DOG.

Happy Thai New Year again.
there would be other fair on wat thai ( thai temple) on n.hollywood apr 9 and 10. and 17 on another wat thai in le puente. i believe that there wounld be no party in this wat (on 17) though. this wat doesn't believe in happyness that come from untrue happy (et. song, dance, etc) sorry for my explaination. i don't know how to say it in eng.


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hehehhehe just want to say hi.