angry

ohh i was so angry at stupid person. i went to the clothes store. i wanted to try some clothes..then she said something, which i couldn't understand but i guess she didn't want me to try some clothes on........ok that's find.....then i had other jacket that i wished to try.......then she said something that i couldn't understand again... but i guess it's jacket i could try it on...i was not dirty...i didn't have to undress myself before try that jacket on....there was nothing that shows i am cheap or anything...so i put ONE of my hand in it...she screamed "excuse me, do u understand english?" and looked at me like i was so.....anyway i hate that look...that looked tells me that this woman might have some problems and needs to see the doctor. i still angry at that stupid woman...well it's not her fault. it's my fault that i can't stand to have some people turn my beautiful day in to an anger day.

i used to buy some clothes from that store before though. same thing... i didn't have a chance to try some clothes on but when i paid for the clothes she told me that i could try OTHER clothes on...i was like what? ohh now u want to to try other clothes that u said i can't. today was my second times that i went to that store and it would be the last. I walked away and didn't do anything except said yes to her question. now i think i should say some thing like "yes, i am not an IDIOT (LIKE U)," might throw some clothes on the grown and steps on them.

i am always afraid of my own reaction to everything. so sometime i don't react to anything at all... like don't say or do anything. my friends told me i don't have a life. well they are right. i should push back...or do something. it's too late. i have to remind myself about that everyday now.

about my school. i hate english, and now i know y i feel that way. it's because everytime i wrote papers i did the best i can. i spend day and night wrote that papers. i had to find some proved of my thesis from internet for hours, and when i turned 24+-hours papers in, teacher said my papers is not good enough. i don't know how other people feel but for me english is one of the subject that make me feel bad everytime i think about it. like i am not good enough.

i like math though. when teacher told me what is wrong on my papers, i understood immediatly. but english....i couldn't understand.

now camara. i got them and returned it already. i am looking for other camara now.

will talk to u later.

presidents' day

shopping all day...........got nothing to do except homework. that's today my friends... ohh there are movie that u must see. they are Ong Bak and Beautiful Boxer. they are in thai but there would be english subtitle. i won't tell u what they are about......well.........ok.......both of them are about boxing......the least u got to see it........but the movies are limited though...u got to check...