y?

i am waiting for my digital camara to arrive!!!!!!!!!!!! y it haven't come yet??????? i am waiting. i want to take pics of myself nude. heheheheh. what?......... i know u all want to do so too. but i won't show them to anyone heheheh. NEVER EVER. i want it b/c .... when i become an old woman i would go back and see how i look at _ age. god who know i will be able to stand for my ugly skin and ohh smell too.

i don't know y ppl on the internet like to ask oters ppl for their pics or webcam. it's so annoying. specially phone number don't they know that ppl don't give away their private things online? i know that i complan so much it's b/c i can't say it anywhere else!!

i like it when ppl have song on their web page but i can't find any song that is for free. man nothing in this world is free.

ohh happy new year to u all of the world (:P) i think we won't have a happy new year, actually, b/c of what is going on on this world ( war, and earth quake... etc)



love ya (if u r reading)

i got nothing to do again

it's new year day right? it's raining outside and i don't know what happen to my car. it makes noices. i have 3 weeks vacation and all i did is sit on my desk, check my e-mail, sleep, watch tv...etc.

my life is bore i got to do something before i kill myself. i have friends but they r all older than me. they have to go to work. i don't like to work. that is a bad thing about me........lazy girl........... u know i never see the real snow before. when i told ppl about this they all look at me like i am some kind of weird things. i very want to go but i can't go by myself. i asked my mom to go with me but she and i doesn't know how to get there and i am the only one who can drive. she and i were looking for some friends who is going to the place that has snow. but can't find any. i don't like cold and mom uses that to comsole me. i can't swin either. i will enroll for swimming class this spr.... HA ......finally. ppl i hate sex talk stop asking me.

i am back

today is another day that i am alive. thx god!!!! ppl have to appreciate for what they have not what they want, at lease that's what i think. there is alot of think that go on in my mind and i don't know how to organize them into words.

ok first then.........what is alway in my mind is to find my major. i am a college student and i don't know what i like or what i want to do in the future. that's a bad things, very bad. when ppl have no goal in their life, for me it's very bad. right now i am thinking of criminal justice major. i will enroll in to the class this spr to see if i like it or not ( hopefully i will ). today in the chat room, a guy came and talked to me......... in middle of the talk

he said "r u horny?"

i said "excuse me?"

he said " u know what is it mean?"

i said " yes i do"

he said "is you pussy wet or not?"

then i just say good bye to him and chose to ignore this user. i used to have sex talk but only when i am in the mood. when i am not in to it this talk make me feel sick. i don't know about oters but i feel very sick. sometime it's just for fun i know that. god i dont know how guy can do this thing don't they feel anything? i mean....... (i got no word for it) i feel so sleepy now. will finish it later. bye

my first day

it's my frist day here. I think this's would be cool. well will see about that.