think...think...think

now i made up my mind. i would study to become a dentist.

not that i like it, but i need it as a career. crinimal justice should be just my hobby. i love cj but the job is too stress, everyone around me said i can't and won't take it. i do believe them. i know myself that i am not good at something so stressful.

dentist would be cool. good payment and flexiable, those are what i want in the job. now the problem is that will i make it to the graduation day or not.

bio and chem is not the subjects that i like. but u know what it's not the end of the world. i will make it. god help me. one think about dentists... i hate them.

i hate them at the first time i met them... when i was young. i was hurt everytime i met them. i cried and cried. they put stupid things in my mount and tooth. well i got to say good bye to that memory and put the good pic of dentist instead.

i would become one of those people who stay on the job because of the money not because they like it. my stomach comes first ...then my dream.

i have to be better than my parents. they didn't say anything about it but it's my job to be so. i would give them everything that i made b/c them gave me so much. and i know that what they do everyday is for me. if i am not exist they wouldn't do what they are doing now. success in life would be what my parents want.

i got to choose the major b/c i am getting to the 2nd year. i chose law.
let me make sure of dentist thing first then i will change it. i hope i am doing to right thing.

y haven't anyone comment my posts? well don't worry when i visited someone else's post sometime i don't leave comment either. y? b/c i got nothing to say.