i can't believe it

today at&t guy came to check on the phone line for the internet thing. he refused to come in if there is no adult in the apt. i told him that my dad was in the apt. he asked if my dad can come to see him, at first my dad didn't want to b/c he was on the phone i told the at&t guy to wait and he did. finally my dad walked to see at&t guy only b/c his phone was disconnect (we can't use cell phone in the apt) then my dad walked out of the apt, left me to talked to the at&t guy alone. u know this is one of the things that my mom would NEVER EVER do, left me (a girl) alone with stranger (a guy). i am still shaking not b/c i was afraid what will the guy to to me but b/c my dad left me w/ the stranger.

when i was young, i used to walk home no matter what time is it. and my dad would find someone to take me home if he can't. what changed?

even thought i am growth up but i am still a woman.