almost the end of the year

hey what's up ppl, miss me? It's been longggggggg time that I haven't write any thing here.

TT^TT, so sad.

ok let talk about my college life first. I took math, chem, and psy. In my math class class I knew that I have to do at least 22 problems in the finial to get an A. And I was positive that I will get an A but ...Well everybody know that u don't always get what you want.

I got b in the class I can't believe it. So I mailed to my prof. And asked what grade I get on the final test. Now I am waiting for the answer. In chem class I am an honor student so I have to do some reascher. Damp it. it was so hard that I couldn't do it and no one (in honor program) in that class did it.

guess what grade I received? I. Incomplete. hahahahahaha. Stupid. I can't believe it. So I think I have to go to college and talk to the teacher. Man.

I hate chem I tried to do the best I can so I don't have to replease it again. TT^TT. Now I am waiting for pay's grade. ohhhhhhhh I hope it's an A.

I have to take speech 101 this winter.

I think I will become a nurse. I don't know. Actually I hate nurse but right now it's the only job that u can do anywhere.

I mean I want to go back to my home country that y. I don't want to study about computer or something like that.

My mom was a nurse in hospital that only rich can get it. man talk about the money. you don't have to do anything except sit in the room all day just there to see nothing happen to the sick person then go home.

but here they don't have that kind of nurse u know. only 2-3 RN nurse on the floor. that's suck.

life. i don't know what to do with u.

sometime i feel like i want it to stop. stop everything.

it's like i don't want it to contiune. this new year i hop that there will be something new comes into my life. i hope and hope that what ever career that i chose to study will be the best for me.

i want to go home. but i got to have something with me before i get back there.

my dad is in the hospital again today. problems come and come in every direction.

happy new year.